Monday, December 6, 2010

Its been a long time

Oh well, its really been a long time since this blog was last updated. Its been more than half a year. I doubt dat anyone will read it anyhow. Bt then, all i can blame is myself for nt updatin dis blog. Its been a real bz year for me since enterin med sch. The hectic lifestyle, the stress. All of dis is gettin crazy to me. I had never study dis hard or anythin near dat. i had never felt dis pressured b4. I guess there's a first to everythin in life. Lady luck is smilin at me i guess. Things hav gone smoothly. At least I pass. Talkin bout first time. Dis is the first time i felt relieved to c a pass on my paper. No A or B or C...jz a pass will suffice.

Hols hav been borin at times. Bt i cant complain, its way better than life durin the exam weeks. Rottin at home as i called it can be therapeutic at time. Bt sometimes it makes me think myslef as a sloth. Bt hey i deserve the rest rite? Anyway... i hav a few targets to accomplish this hols. One is ady in the cart.....the rest to come. Hopefully i suppose. Im gonna collect more $$$ for my next few target. Somehow, life feels borin sometimes. Its good to hav a special someone to b bside u at times like dis. bt somehow as a lonely soul at dis kind of time, Im glad dat a laptop with internet is there to help me. It sures makes life better at the very least.

Oh well, we hav promised to look at better times. Bt still man proposes, God disposes i suppose. We couldnt live to our end of the bargain. Its a shame really. N i really thought i could c the future with u bt alas here i am. Anyway, enuf of the emo talk. Haha. Feels good to let go some stress at some times really. Out from my heart.